One year on from last years March camp. Everything in retrospect seems really different. Maybe its because I am growing up, I feel so very old. Its a weird feeling, thinking what I would think of myself now in 2008. Yea, maybe it was really retarded. Looking back, things have really changed. alot. Sometimes, I just chose to remember to good things, but those aren't really the things that come back to haunt you in the end.
Anyway, life's complicated now. I don't really know how to catergorise what I am feeling know into the known sectors of happy, sad, whatever. I don't want to be anywhere.really. Fear grips me everytime I lay eyes on a TYS or something like that. I think I am become reclusive. Hahaha. okay.